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❤ Driving licence ❤ Gain more pounds till i hit 45kg ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ Epilator ❤ ❤ Another getaway holiday *hehee eternal life of : ❤ truckloads of happiness ❤ family and frds ❤ bad memory Scream here ! 
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dUuh jUst wake up, mUahah .. slept at 4am last nyte, actually b4 slping got post my blog de bUt dunno y cannot again, siian. haiiz, last nyte sth happened btw me and him, ya him, nt the little bOy, is another him, cried and cried while chatting till 3+ in the morning den stop, haiz, wat happen was lidat. ytd when i was with him tt time, that stupid ger sent wrong sms to him again den sOmehow he did reply la. its just so fucking coincident tt she everytime send wrong smses to him, its nt like once a week or month, its like every 2 or 3 days she would do tis. sometimes feel like callin her up and ask her wtf does she wants on earth. be a girl be till tis kinda state, ytd tink he senses sth amiss while i m at his place, but i just keep mum, nv say abt anyting. i jus keep saying i wanna go home asap. haiz when he sent me home below my bloCk, behind his stares was alot of hidden tots =[ i can see tt in his mind, many tings are running thru jUs tt like me he didnt say it out. after i went home, he sent me sms. he asked me wat happened but i claimed nth had happened. den he called me but i reali dun feel lke answering =x haiz, ask him leave me alOne for the time being and if he wants he can go find her talk. i know lidat say is unfair to him, wat more is nt his fault, nt he sms her de. he called and called and called, till i tink he got preety upset for me suspecting him again. den he said he will cOme dw immediately to my hse to show me wat the two of them had sent, haiz. i just dowan to see him last nyte but still he came .. he didnt came up immediately, gues he was sorting out his tots @ the playground below .. when he Came up and when we talked tings oUt, i reali Cried, well, i m nt the only one crying i guess. pssttt ... said abt many tings, wat i had gone thru for the past few mOnths .. how i had been cOping and have he ever wonder wat he had done to me in the past reali inflicted a deep scar within me .. i dare to say the feelings for him is nt as strong as b4, like wat i told him, mebbe its due to wat i had gone thru in the past few mOnths .. ask him tis, haf he ever tot of wat m i going thru n how m i feeling while waiting for his replies aimlessly. he Jus kept quiet. i noe he changed alot, for the better of cos. but i told him, sometimes tings happened too late, feelings had change and there's no way i will love him like before. he said its ok, he just take it as a new start for us .. haiz, i dunno. we chatted till 4am and he spent the nyte at my place. actually somehow i just feel like a little princess nw .. i asked him last nyte, sometimes i wonder how long u can treat me so good, is it just for show nw or wat .. haiz, he told me time will prove everything, it just tt i dun give him the chance .. hmm tis few days whenever i meet him, he wld always see my inbox, guess he wanna noe who had been smsming me ba =x hahaas, nw i nt like last time le, go see his tings .. hMmm, actually in the morning wanted to post my blog le, but he keep wanting to see wat i gonna type so delay till now. waaa, super tired. woke up at 2pm tdy, hahaas. slp till like pig lidat, with tis kinda weather, i jus feel like slacking at home yeah ? actually was supposed to go work with johnson for the river angbao ting at 6pm, gave him my words le but in the end just dun feel like going =x damn tired, hahaa .. anewae upo hearing the boss said form 6pm to 11pm no break is given, i was like huhhhh .. but i guess tis is easy money ba, just use the counter and count the traffic flow nia .. lalala .. anewae i also dunno whr is the river ang bao ting. gaga ! also kinda rush for me cos he inform me at 4+ den i gotta go dw to citihall by 515pm, thou he said he sent me go, bUt still feel laZy lol. mebbe scare loniness ba cos i dun reali knw those pple will be working ltr cos johnson might be dere late =x hmm. was chatting with the little bOy jus a few moments ago. haiiz, reali dunno wat to comment or say man .. was like asking him he going out ltr huh, jus ask only ma den he just say it doesnt bother me where he is going so dun ask. haiz, dun ask den dun ask loh .. its okie, MY fUCKING FAULT FROM THE START ANYWAE ltr mebbe go harbourfront with Kel ba, wait for him wake up den say ba. hahaas anewae he still need to wait for me to change and ltr he need to go home change, lols planless today. hahaas .. feel like sleepng ryte now .. nyte last time when i listen to tis song, i will say tis to kel, now mebbe i said tis to myslef ba .. wat good is a heart if u nt gonna use it .. wat good is a love if u'r too sCare to choose it . . . . . . yup i agree anewae its true, one cant have both of thw world .. i noe i cant have thats why i had make a hard decision |